umpteenth beginning
12 February 20, 1.34am I wonder how many times have I started a new blog. I have deleted a few and I still keep the very first one I made almost ten years ago. Went through it just now and I guess it's safe to say that I have changed a little bit judging from how I expressed myself. Anyway, I think it's been two years since I last updated my blog (the old one). Haven't posted anything after that although I made a promise to myself to update at least every week. So many things happened and so many things learned. I will be starting my internship in less than two weeks. Feeling a little bit scared and a little bit excited. I still can't stop hating the fact that I haven't graduated yet though. God, when am I going to be fully independent? It's already 2020. Still can't believe I have lived this far. I wonder if the premonition that I won't be able to live past 40 is going to come true. I'm going to turn 23 this year and I think I have been ab...