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15 Feb 20, 2.01am

 So, I've checked my examination result. And yes, I got the Dean's List. I'm happy ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪ This is how it feels like to have a burden off of my shoulder. But it's still early to celebrate. I must go through my internship without any trouble first and after that I will finally get my Vice Chancellor's Award.

I'm a little bit excited and a little bit nervous to start my internship. I have a feeling that I will repeat it somehow. Let's hope that this feeling of mine is wrong like how it has always been.




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